Stuck in active addiction . Cant figure out why your life is this way . Hate yourself and everyone around you .Happiness and joy just turns your stomach .Haven't slept good in years ! I could go on because this was me fourteen years ago . Whats it gonna take for you to realize your way is not working .There is only one way and that is coming to the realization that your addiction has control of your life , and addiction wants you dead or behind bars . God has put you on this planet for a reason and a purpose but you and your foolish pride along with your addiction have tricked you into believing you got this , well your wrong and your life is crap and it will always be crap until you realize and commit step one . Commit step one and follow up with step two and never ever ,ever , give up on God or yourself and you will find sobriety , peace , and freedom .
By ; Joseph Dickerson