Step 11: Sought through prayer and meditation to improve our conscious contact with God , praying only for knowledge of His will for us and the power to carry that out. (World Big Book)
Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths. Proverbs 3-5-6 (GODS BIG BOOK)
Stop trying to figure everything out and just pray and trust Gods got you. . This world is too big and vast for you to be able to handle it all on your own. Somehow supernaturally the Universe works every minute of everyday with out missing a beat.The sun rises and sets ! Stars come out and seasons change ! The very breath in your lungs and the beating of your heart ! God is the master of the universe and your life plays a key role as a part of it. He knew you before he formed you in your Mothers womb! God knows your beginning and end! Addiction, sorrow, stress, panic, anxiety were by products of your plan. Gods plan though not pain free brings peace, love, and joy even in the toughest moments because you are living in His plan. At the start of your day take time to talk to your Heavenly Father read His words . Release all your worries and fears into his hands .Refuse to carry that junk around trust Hes got it and just live.
By Joseph Dickerson/Recovery Connections Network Psalm 103 v 3- He forgives all my sins and Heals all my diseases!
Jesus Christ has already won your war with addiction you just got to believe it!