Demi Lovato Opens Up About Cocaine, Alcohol Abuse
Demi Lovato, once a child actress who appeared on Barney & Friends, has offered the first detailed look at her past with substance abuse in an exclusive interview with Access Hollywood. “I had all the help in the world, but I didn't want it," she said.
Lovato
admitted for the first time her problems with alcohol and cocaine abuse
in the interview, stating that drugs were “no longer fun” and became so
problematic that she even hid her use from her sober living companion.
"Something I've never talked about before, but with my drug use I could
hide it to where I would sneak drugs,” she said. “I couldn't go without
30 minutes to an hour without cocaine and I would bring it on
airplanes.”
The star also admitted to drinking
Sprite bottles filled with vodka at 9 a.m. and throwing up on her way
back to her sober living house in Los Angeles, one of several moments
she hit on her slide to rock bottom. "I think at 19 years old, I had a
moment where I was like, ‘Oh my God…that is alcoholic behavior,'” Lovato
said. “[I]t was, wow, I'm one of those people…I gotta get my shit
together.”
Lovato has stated in the past that she suffered from bipolar disorder, which she learned about in treatment, and admitted to cutting
as a means of coping with her problems. But since completing treatment
in January 2011, she has been opening up more in interviews about her
past issues with mental health, eating disorders, and substance abuse,
and in November she published her memoir, Staying Strong: 365 Days a Year, that alludes to her struggles.