June 24 TWELVE STEPPING WITH POWER IN THE PROVERB
Don’t excuse yourself by saying, “Look, we didn't know.”
For God understands all hearts, and he sees you.
He who guards your soul knows you knew.
He will repay all people as their actions deserve.
Step 5 Admitted to God, to ourselves and to another human being the exact nature of our wrongs
Will we ever get it right ! It can be very discouraging too have it all together and then start too slip back into the old way of doing things . Sometimes the fall is gradual but most times you go over and there is no holding on .The Proverb is the oldest excuse in the book and we know better ! The scary thing is that all we do comes with accountability and responsibility ,we will have too give an account after this life to the Maker of you , me , and everything . No I do not have any advice on how to avoid or stop yourself from going down the old road of doing things . I can suggest reworking the steps one through 12 over again . The road too recovery is long and difficult and it will be discouraging and exhausting at times , but we must press forward and we cannot live the way we once did . Once you escape from hell those that you left behind including a small part of yourself will do everything they can to pull you back in .
Matthew 10:28 And do not fear those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. Rather fear him who can destroy both soul and body in hell.